The silent scream……Corona

I was making plans……I was busy doing daily things….. Engrossed in hustle bustle……Not knowing that it’s not “we”, who decides……

I ignored you…..the hidden storm……the silent scream…….and now When you have broken your silence……I could feel the silence…….

You have always tried to give me hints……but I….. too adamant…..to follow what I have been doing for years…….I didn’t respect you…..Now it’s “you”….who is not gonna bear with me…….

This is just the “beginning”…….I should have realised my deliberate mistakes……

I have been ignoring your signals……. But truly; I feel that silence, screaming so deep in my ears….

Oh Nature…. please give me one chance to recollect all your warning signals…..I promise that I would change and respect you……

Your way of outrage…”Corona”..is now being faced by all of us…..Oh Nature, please bless us all and save us all……

I “pledge” on behalf of all of us to abide by all the rules, which are to be followed, to live in this beautiful world and this wonderful life given to us…….#J_ warrior

To get started….

I was thinking of promises that I make to my self. I realised that I break them very often.. Everyday thinking about fitness, daily schedule, healthy eating habits….. Ya,,,sadlly that tomorrow to start off these things never comes.. Snoozing off my alarm many a times, then getting up late, getting ready in a hustle bustle makes me pissed off!

Sometimes, yes I tend to get up early doing all things in time and a proper management of the day makes me feel good about my self… But

Postponing things makes me more sick and at the end of the day, I realise that to get started is important, to be consistent is important, to make you feel that you are truly awesome is important..

In the morning as soon as you get up, before indulging yourself in to the social media, think about yourself, give yourself some time..

Yes you badly need it..

Love yourself, pamper,, love your surroundings,, don’t complaint everytime.. Most of all…. do not waste your time…

Eat healthy,, exercise,, work hard,, focus on your goals,, be passionate to become what people can only dream. of.

I am you and you are me…

I know everyone says that pregnancy is a great experience to cherish,, but for me it was not until I have started feeling you……… I know you won’t feel good after listening to this,, but for me it wasn’t a great experience!! Rather it was wierd till the end of five months..

Things change with time,, Yes, I have started talking to you.. Because in true means I feel you inside me.

Now, it seems like we are connected.. You giving answers to all my questions.. You kicking me and doing Acrobat inside.. It’s a feeling, none other than a mother could understand…

Starting days, feeling pukish, nauseatic.. It was really not pleasant… You not like eating what you used to,, and you hate everything,, blaming to the hormonal and psychological fluctuations…. But I forgot that you were still there inside… That tiny being.. Taking care of yourself in all odds..

I would like to thank you; my life,, for baring with me and for cherishing my life with a entire new experience!!

You clearly and essentially tell me when you are feeling good and when not.. If I eat something sweet and juicy,, I understand that you like it and enjoy inside..

My life, your mumma won’t be able to tell you ever and make you feel what you mean to me!! But as the time passes,, and you will grow, I hope we will try to maintain the bond we share now and also in future,, we would enjoy each other’s company as we do it now!!

# Aadat.. Zindagi

Happiness is in cultivating small things…..

My daily journey is so monotonous…. The traffic jams,, people earning their livelihoods…. Still started feeling it all over again.. I could see this old man sitting at the corner of the road in so much of sunshine … Engrossed in his calmness.. In this hustle bustle,, that one man is so satisfied… With no roof on his head…. No guarantee for the next meal… Still….I could sense that he was absolutely calm and relaxed!! Happiness is not in exploring big things,, rather cultivating small things in making your life beautiful….. Your smile is sufficient to make me happy…I don’t need any promises…… Just be satisfied with what you have…..# J_Aadat Zindagi…..

Is it worth it…..

Since that morning alarm….till night….Running endlessly behind success, career and much more…..Leaving behind those who made you walk……Stop there….Think a while.. Selflessly…Is it worth it! # J_Aadat.. Zindagi…

Everything is predestined..

You reading this and I have written this, was predestined! My presence at a particular place is pre-destined. Nothing’s stable, everything is gonna change… Where I would be; the very next moment is uncertain but pre-destined.. Our emotions although are not pre-decided, infact they entirely depends upon the predestined situations. Being nice and sensible certainly does not mean being deprived of emotions and anger; it’s might be that you value your relationships much more than your egos.. That’s the reason that even trying so hard, you fail many times in hiding your respective emotions! One thing for sure I would want to highlight that don’t underestimate and play with somebody’s emotions.. Many of us take advantage by saying that whatever happened was pre-decided..But the emotions, and reaction in a situation was absolutely yours.. So, don’t mask your own sayings by quoting other!

We are moments…

We are moments in each other’s life. Without one, other is incomplete. I first time felt that silence speaks louder and indeed it is impossible to express with the help of words! Your importance lies in the fact that, every time I think of you; the smile on my face connects with the little Spark in my eyes.. You said truly that, Relationships are carved out! Because the one with selfishness; does not prevails over time. Distance and time are not going to decide our destiny, rather it’s we, who have to carve out our relationship with so much of sophistication, care and love!

Love. Is beautiful ..

Love is childhood memories… Love is the silence in noise… It is the dew drops… It is the Brizzy air.. It is the satisfaction….. It is the connectedness…. It is the confidence of not losing you ever…. It is the feelings, the emotions…. It is the years you are together…..it is the childishness…. It is the immaturity…… It is the stupidity…. It is the memorable moments spent together…… It is like having ice-cream in a chilly weather…. It is like sipping coffee…. It is the tears which comes from nowhere thinking of you….. It’s you and it’s me…. It is the sense of being complete with you without keeping any expectations from you…… Love is beautiful…….#Aadat.. Zindagi

A great feel; loving yourself…

I was happy… I was satisfied..I was me… Ups and downs….. But I was happy… Busy with my daily routine, my habits, my passion…. But I was happy…

Why I got attracted to that Spark, which certainly doesn’t belong to me?

Might be the time was not in favour.. Feeling that Aroma all over…. My thoughts have taken a turn… Perhaps!

Thinking about you ….have stolen my satisfaction, my passion, my smiles….. True…. Everything that shines is not diamond….

Realising… That oh! You are losing the trueness of yourself, living somebody’s life, no no…. Not my cup of tea…

Few attractions are truly fake…

…I want to be happy, satisfied and busy.again..

I want to be me!!

Loving yourself is a great feel altogether!!

Yes, I am a woman..

​The Grace…

The thoughts…

The emotions…

The fluctuations….

The Anger….

The patience…

The Style…..

The Warmth…..

The Smile………..

In every aspect….

She is Unique and Versatile…………..

Yes, I am a Woman…………